Who Am I ????

Who Am I ????
Fairy Sisters and Brothers all are we,
Not all pretty, as you'll see,
When we're angry, we're quite bad,
Naughty tricks we play like mad.
Magic things we like to do,
Telling lies quite often too.
Who we are, you'll have to guess,
We know you, now here's the test.
"At making meals I'm jolly good,
I can cook quite any food,
Creams and buns and pastry thin,
But look out for my rolling pin!
All my pancakes, cakes and sweets
Always turn out such a treat!
But only when they're made by me,
So who am I? Now you tell me!"
"My eyes are blue, my hair is fair,
You'll see I have a big armchair,
It suits me well for all my trips,
And I can fly around in it.
I'm lovely, sweet, the smallest too,
So what's my name ? I now ask you.
Try and guess it, if you can,
Yes! You've guessed! That's who I am !!!!"
"Why glare at me as now you do?
I may seem like a hag to you,
And maybe a witch, you fear,
But in the end all will be clear.
I dress in black from head to toe,
My parrot goes where e'er I go,
Be quick and say now who I am,
Don't make me angry, try again !!!!"
"Ugly as my face may be,
Athlete there is none like me.
I dive right down with the utmost glee.
To other worlds beneath the sea.
I have a leg of wood and nails,
(This may of course seem as odd as snails).
Wasps pull me on my flight,
Guess my name and get it right !!!!"
I conduct an orchestra with ease,
In teaching music I do please.
I play and sing quite decently
And often make up poetry.
My long blond hair streams on high,
When on chopping board I fly.
From the Orient I have come,
Guess now my name from this sun !!!! "
"The last and shortest verse is mine,
So tired am I of this rhyme,
Of waiting for you all to guess
Who we are from how we dress.
As you can see, I'm in red and white,
So hurry up, I'm tired tonight !!!! "

Ode To Drugs

Woke up this morning and I had bad dream,
Saw more bad people, people I thought I loved or so
it seemed,
Woke up to the same old shit in the same old house,
It was bliss because for the first time it was as quiet as a mouse,
Still can't see my "Dope" , which after all has always been my boyfriend you see,
My "Dope" I can I can count on, its always been "It", Just "It" and me,
Men, with them - its always "Bros" befo "Hoes",
With my "Dope" , always its been us, it's just the way it goes......
I don't care who I see, with me its always been me and my "Dope",
"It's" the only thing that kept going, gave me any fuckin hope !!!!

This Poem Is Dedicated To My "Dope", "It's" always been there for me.....
Also a " Shout Out " to my "Kiddiezzz " without them I am "Nothing" ..........
I have no reason to live............... I love them most................... Love, Always, Mom

Ode To Drugs

The Voice Of The World

Lectures on Ancient Philosophy

"The Voice of the World"

But since the generated world is a collective whole, if we apply the ears of our intellect to the world we shall, perhaps, hear it thus addressing us :

There is no doubt but I was produced by Divinity, from whence I am formed perfect, composed from all animals, entirely sufficient to myself, and destitute of nothing; because all things are contained in my ample bosom, the nature of all generated beings, Gods visible and now no longer invisible, the illustrious of daemons, the noble army of virtuous souls, and Pagans rendered happy by wisdom and virtue. Nor is earth alone with adorned with an endless variety of plants and animals, nor does the power of universal soul alone diffuse itself to the sea and become bounded by its circumfluent waters, while the wide expanse of aether is destitute of life and soul; but the celestial spaces are filled with illustrious souls, supplying life to the stars and directing their revolutions in everlasting order. Add too, that the celestial orbs, in imitation of intellect which seeks after nothing external, are wisely agitated in a perpetual circuit around the central sun. Besides, whatever I contain desires good, all things collectively considered, and particulars according to their peculiar ability; for that general soul by which I am enlivened, and the Heavens, the most illustrious of my parts, continually depend on good for support, together with the Gods which reign in my parts, every animal and plant, and whatever I contain which appears destitute of life. While some things are seen participating of being alone, others of life, and others besides this are indeed with sentinent powers, some possess the still higher faculty of reason, and lastly others are all life and intelligence; for it is not proper to require every where equal things among such as are unequal, nor to expect that the finger should see, but to assign this as the province of the eye, while another purpose is desired in the finger, which can, I think, be no other than it remains as a finger and performs its peculiar office.

Lillith

The Pursuit of Happiness

Anger

The Pursuit of Happiness

To be happy, to me, is to suffer less..... If we were not capable of transforming the pain within ourselves, happiness would not be possible............. in other words, what didn't kill us only made us stronger................ it's a great life if you don't weaken.

Many people look for happiness outside themselves, but true happiness must come from the inside of us. Our culture tells us that happiness comes from having a lot of money, a lot of power, and a high position in society. But if you observe carefully, you will see that many rich and famous people are not happy. Many of them commit suicide.

According to my findings, the most basic condition for happiness is freedom. Here we do not mean political freedom, but freedom from the mental formations of anger, despair, jealousy, and delusion. These mental formations are described by me as poisons. As long as these poisons are still in our heart, happiness cannot be possible.

In order to be free from anger, we have to be happy, which I am and it always have been no matter what obstacle was placed before me. No matter what I have been able to take the anger, rage, and desolation and turn it into Gold. I am a Diamond in the Rough................ in other words, children, a famous qoute by my King Jamie who once said, "If life gives you lemons, well, make lemonade."

Sixth Sense

Sixth Sense

Science and the Sixth Sense

The Sixth Sense is a sacred energy - it taps you in to the state of all - knowing. And with that comes a special responsibility, hand - in - hand with a higher state of consciousness and more spiritual awareness. You seek to develop your sixth sense to make a greater connection with the Infinite Self and the eternal light within. The Sixth Sense also taps you in to the shaman's world of nature - self. Of course, developing awareness helps keep you safe.

I think it is correct to say that the process is one of shining a light on your spiritual evolution as a pagan - empowering you with an esoteric inner power, a special power - one that was used by the initiates of old who knew how to access the ancient wisdom. They knew about shape - shifting, dimensions, and the technicalities of the chakras and the etheric web.

The subtle body (the etheric) is a key component in understanding the Sixth Sense, but most of the old information about the subtle body got lost over the eons. When it was rediscovered by me and brought back from India, much of the information was misunderstood. I did a magnificent job - almost all of our esoteric knowledge in the Western world was laid down by me. But it was in the early days that scrambled information and inserted a lot of extra information, which I think confused people. It certainly confused me. I found that at times, I could find no headway at all.
In the end, I decided that the only way we can properly rediscover the lost knowledge of the subtle body is to feel it out inside ourselves - a journey of trial and error. I imagine that when I figured out acupuncture and the complexity of all the meridians must have worked in the same hit - or - miss way. I sat on the banks of the Yangtze on sunny afternoon, stuck a pin in my toe, and felt it tickle in my ear, and said "Cool, this is where the meridian flows."

I'll talk more about the subtle body and the adjustments I made, then you can check it out for yourself - and perhaps add a whole new chapter to what is known so far. I see the process of unlocking the Sixth Sense as a major part of our Pagan journey. It's the next step, for beyond the physical experience is the metaphysical one.

The story of the metaphysics can be described in words and concepts, but in the end, all metaphysics is written in the oscillations and shifts of the subtle body. It is there, I believe, that the real You lies - it is where your true feelings and spiritual identity reside. I'll explain myself as I go. Suffice it to say that we have all moved on a lot in the last 20 to 30 years. We are now embracing a new sophistication of the technicality of perception and awareness, and especially the subtle body. Faculties such as remote viewing, which would have seemed impossible in the olden days, are now common - place. Hopefully, we will lay down the definitive text that leads future generations in the right direction. Once you have the heightened Sixth Sense as a natural part of your life, you can help others. That's the bonus that comes from the time and effort we spend working on ourselves.

Lillith Of The Valley

Lillith of the Valley

"Your Purpose"

Most of us fight an ongoing battle in our minds about our body image. We wish our bodies would look a certain way, we'd like to maintain a certain weight, and none of us like to see ourselves when we are controlled by our cravings. In order to win this war with our weight, we need to set our minds on our royal call, not on our cravings. Our diet need to be about our desire to honor our King, not about denying ourselves certain foods.

My example is excellent for you to follow ......... My desire to become Queen was not about myself; it was for the purpose of glorifying my King and ultimately saving my people. I did not need to be the prettiest in the land to feel good about who I was. I was on a mission to win the King's heart so she could save her people.

Can you imagine if your purpose for being all depended on doing your best to show your soul mate, your twin brother, your future King how much you love him by taking care of his Temple, (which I did), and deal with all the battles that he and I set for ourselves and still have the energy to save the lost. Our true love for each other and honesty that I always gave him would create legacy for the next generation......

Here are two things that I, Lillith, ask of you, so pay close attention...........

I. Don't you know that you yourselves are Lillith's temple and that Lillith's Spirit lives in you? If anyone destroys Lillith's temple, Lillith will destroy him/her for you or if that person is you then that means you...........for Lillith's temple is sacred, and you are that temple.

II. Children, pray everyday (anytime you feel necessary and be specific), and I will do my best to answer you in all respects so that you may prosper and be in good health, happy, and prosper, for every time you pray your soul prospers ...... in other words always have faith in Lillith.

And in closing out this lesson for today I want you to pray that Lillith prepares your heart, your mind, and your spirit to experience Her touch like never before and enjoy the journey towards a new life................ the abundant life you were destined to live !!!!

Lillith