Crazy Eights'

Crazy Eights',
Sweet Escapes,
Twisted Fates,
Broken Crates,
Forgotten Hates!!!!

Boo!!! Who???? Yoo!!!!!

I am not dumb,
I feel what I feel,
I have my strong will,
I get what I want,
That's why you're here,
Our fate has been sealed.

FRED

All of life there has been one name in my head,
From the beginning to the end, always FRED,
Like an echo in my mind,
Since the beginning of time,
FRED, FRED, FRED,
Always FRED blurred with RED,
Those eyes in my head,
Whispering FRED,
FRED blurred with RED.

Stupid Eyes

Stupid Eyes,
Big and Bright,
Haunting My Days,
Haunting My Nights,
Killing Me With Their Hurtful Glare,
Chasing Me With Their Lustful Stare.

Angels

Angels in my eyes,
Soaring in my skies,
Looming up above,
Giving me their love.

Sitting On My Toilet

Sitting on my toilet.....
Hiding in my hole.
Sitting on my toilet.....
Trying to smoke a bowl.
Sitting on my toilet.....
Hiding in my house.
Sitting on my toilet....
Quiet as a mouse.
Sitting on my toilet....
Hiding from it all.
Sitting on my toilet....
Feeling quite so small.
Sitting on my toilet....
Hiding in my cell.
Sitting on my toilet...
Lost in utter Hell.

Just to let everyone know, I am not actually going to the bathroom. I just go in there to get some privacy.........I call it "my office." I wrote this in there while hiding tonight.

You and Me

You are....
Suffocating,
Complicating,
Frustrating,
Irritating,
Dominating,
Defecating,
Fumigating,
Humiliating,
Me.

I am........
Lying,
Trying,
Sighing,
Crying,
Dying,
Defying,
Desiring,
You.

Rapid Cycling

Rapid cycling in my brain,
high and low, leaving me drained,
golden lava flowing through my veins,
death upon my door, get the fuck away.

Thoughts on Moving

one day i will have my way,
i will find a place that i want to stay,
i will stop going on the move,
i will finally get into the groove,
it sucks to always be on the go,
finding yourself in places you dont
want to know,
this is a promise that i vow,
i just wish it would happen now,
i find myself in the oddest places,
always seeing so many new faces,
it is sad to live this way,
not having a permanent place to stay,
i always have the motion to flee, but
maybe the person i am running from is me.

What does 11:11 mean to you??
Well, I have got a story thats true......
11:11 follows me where ever I go.
Why this happens I do not know???
At first it used to really creep me out.
Now it brings me comfort without any doubt!
I look at the clock every time it comes my way.
It happens night after night and day after day.
11:11 means something to me........
It is around everywhere I see.
It's to remind me of something this I know,
Sometimes it even tells me where to go.
It's a reflection of what is yet to come,
Other times it's to tell me what needs to be done.
11:11 follows me where ever I go.
Why this happens I do not know???
So for now every time I see it I make a wish,
I close my eyes and add to my wish list.
I picture in my mind exactly what I want.
11:11 on another day, here to haunt.

My Ode To Weed

Here I SIT,

Waiting to get STARTED,

Took a HIT,

and stayed RETARDED!!!!!!

New Blog and Other Blogs

Starr is my name and writing is my game...........I have started another blog people, yes, you can keep your excitement to a bare minimum, I know. Now there are three exciting places for all to read different points of my creativity. Lucky you!!!! So, let's see, we have here, http://PeopleSukPeriod.blogspot.com. Then we have http://CelebrityPoem.blogspot.com. And now my latest blog that I am using to display an idea that I had about six years ago. I started writing these childrens' stories based on a character I call "Smelly The Rat." I have written many over the years and I would like to finally be able to allow people to read them...............my new blog site is http://iamthenextdrseuss.blogspot.com. I hope you enjoy them!!!!!!!!

I'm Feelin A Little O-R-E

Life bo-r-es me,
Boys ado-r-e me,
Weirdo's implo-r-e me,
Lucky explo-r-es me,
Kids sho-r-e me,
Stupidity lo-r-es me,
Words co-r-e me,
Destiny who-r-es me!!!!!!

Life Is Not Pretty

life is not pretty,

here in my own trap,

keeping me locked in,

ready to snap!!!

life is not pretty,

fucking full of hurt,

leaving me angry,

lower than dirt.

life is not pretty,

like low self-esteem,

full of empty promises,

full of broken dreams.

life is not pretty,

its as ugly as can be,

keeping me a liar inside,

not letting me be free.

life is not pretty,

that's what they say,

giving someone an excuse,

keeping them that way.

life is not pretty,

it will always stay strange ,

i wouldn't hold my breath,

it will never change.

life is not pretty,

this is is the excuse they all give,

giving them a reason,

for the life they have chosen to live.

life is not pretty,

it is full of hurt,

watch my tears fall,

feel my blood spurt.

life is not pretty,

i have learned on my own,

people let you down,

not caring what they've shown.

life is not pretty,

as you slowly bleed to death,

as you lay dying,

as you lose your breath.

life is not pretty,

i asked god why this way,

he said he did not know,

he said he had no say.

life is not pretty,

soul full of black,

making me feel angry,

ready to attack!!!

life is not pretty,

full of fucking hate,

looking towards the future,

cursing your own fate.

7-28-09 12:01 am

life is not pretty......

I Found A Dollar On The Street Today

I went to the liquor store yesterday, last night, actually, and believe me I was not disappointed to find that every time I walk around here, shit happens. I hate going anywhere around here, because this is "HOOKER" central. I don't get it, but the police are always around here, but there are like a million "HOOKERS" and more just keep popping up. Now I try not to walk around here, because everyone driving by me wishes I was a "HOOKER". This makes my walking around here alone almost nonexistent...........I am not kidding either. I needed cigarettes last night and since I had a lot on my mind I needed a walk......walking helps me think and sort things out. Anyway, I get around the corner and there on the street is a fucking dollar. A dollar is a dollar and I am always happy to find a dollar. I am one of those people who believes in things like, "Find a penny pick it up and all day you'll have good luck." Finding this dollar was cool just because I was feeling pretty low when I went to the store to begin with. Here's the catch though........coming in the opposite direction was a "HOOKER" and she saw me pick up the dollar. She said the dollar was hers and I didn't want to give that dollar back to her. I found it, it is mine. I told her, "Finders Keepers, Losers Weepers." I really don't think she liked that because she started to get an attitude with me. It almost escalated into a fight, which I didn't want to happen because I really do not want some dirty "HOOKER" touching me. God knows where her hands had been last. I think she could see in my eyes that I was not someone to be messed with. As much as I didn't want to fight, well, I would if need be, dirty "HOOKER" hands and all. In the end she just let me go with the dollar, because she could see that my will was stronger than hers. I really do not know if the dollar was hers, but it was there laying on the street, so fuck her I say. It was really humorous, because I stayed my bitchy, bored, amused self and I know that just drives someone mad when they are trying to start shit with me..................Since I am feeling so poetic lately I decided to make it into a little ditty......................................It's called "I found a dollar on the street today."

I found a dollar on the street today,

A woman came up to me and I heard her say....

"That's my dollar can't you see, I dropped it here, it belongs to me."

I said, "Look here lady, I don't see any sign. As far as I am concerned,

this dollar is mine!" She looked me up and down with all of her might!!!

I rolled my eyes and said, "Get out of my sight!" I could see in her

eyes she weighed the situation heavily. She wasn't going to let that dollar

go willingly!!! I yanked that dollar into my hand and went on my way just

as I planned!!!! That dollar was laying there on the street you see.............

Waiting for someone, waiting for ME!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate it when I leave my house and bullshit like this happens, because it happens all the time. If there is a "WEIRDO" around they are on my ass "like flies on shit." I guess I should also say that if there is a "BITCH" or in this case, "HOOKER" who is looking for trouble, well, I am always the one they find, just because I am ME. This has been happening all of my life and apparently will till my dying day. Merde'!!!! "HOOKERS" around my "NEIGHBORHOOD" SUK!!!!!

Lost My Fucking Limb Today!!!

Lost my fucking limb today!

Off it came and went away!

Out the door, out it strolled!

As it went it ripped and pulled!

I tried to follow for as long as I could,

But ran it did and ran for good!

Looked and looked for the fucking thing I did!

Off somewhere, it went, it slid....

Leaving a bloody fucking trail in it's midst.

I guess you have to have my kind of mind.........losing a limb suks!!! This is the good thing about poetry, it could mean anything!!! Losing Something Suks!!!!

Black Cloud Over My Head

Black Cloud over my head,

Feel like I'm dead,

Hole in my brain,

Making me insane!!!!

Life is not fair,

Why do I care???

Worms devouring my mind,

Leaving nothing to find.......

This is what I fear,

This pain I'm holding dear,

Make it go away,

I'm afraid it's here to stay!!!

Poke out my eyes,

Hear my soul's cries.......

Black Cloud over my head,

Feel like I'm dead.

Sadness today........Sadness U Suk!!!!!!!!! :(

In The Blink Of An Eye

no matter how hard we try,

we might find ourselves in the blink of an eye,

in that one fleeting moment,

when it is decided if we live or die,

is it yours or is it mine?

is it my last breath?

is there nothing left?

i feel there is more for me to see,

it isn't my time, no not me.

i do not feel the time is right.

i don't want to miss what is yet to come.

please let me stay! i beg! i fight!

i need to keep my loved ones in my sight!

please, let me have more than this crumb!

i feel there is much more to be done!

i want to feel! i want to be! i do not want

to sleep for eternity........

i want to live,

i want to give,

i want to feel the sun on my face,

i just want to stay in this place!

it just goes to show.........

that you will never know.......

if you'll live or die,

because that moment might come,

in the blink of an eye!!!

cherish what you've got,

take it for granted not,

one day,

they say,

it could all go away.

you'll find yourself in the heaven above,

without all you've left behind,

they'll be here without your love,

you'll be in his arms i'm sure,

unless your soul is less than pure,

it is then that you may find yourself in line,

waiting to see where you go,

so watch yourself or you may not know.

is there a heaven? is there a hell?

don't worry, it will show,

we'll find out, time will tell.

i have no one to really blog about, sometimes i think my mood will take my mind and creativity anywhere. i felt like i had a black cloud over my head today, so this is where my mind went when i sat down at the computer. i start with the first line and then it just kind of goes to whatever it is supposed to be. this is what my thoughts got out today..............i am just not sure what i can say suks today, i must keep up with the theme of my blog. i could say "Black Clouds", U Suk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!