Boo!!! Who???? Yoo!!!!!

I am not dumb,
I feel what I feel,
I have my strong will,
I get what I want,
That's why you're here,
Our fate has been sealed.

FRED

All of life there has been one name in my head,
From the beginning to the end, always FRED,
Like an echo in my mind,
Since the beginning of time,
FRED, FRED, FRED,
Always FRED blurred with RED,
Those eyes in my head,
Whispering FRED,
FRED blurred with RED.

Stupid Eyes

Stupid Eyes,
Big and Bright,
Haunting My Days,
Haunting My Nights,
Killing Me With Their Hurtful Glare,
Chasing Me With Their Lustful Stare.

Angels

Angels in my eyes,
Soaring in my skies,
Looming up above,
Giving me their love.

Sitting On My Toilet

Sitting on my toilet.....
Hiding in my hole.
Sitting on my toilet.....
Trying to smoke a bowl.
Sitting on my toilet.....
Hiding in my house.
Sitting on my toilet....
Quiet as a mouse.
Sitting on my toilet....
Hiding from it all.
Sitting on my toilet....
Feeling quite so small.
Sitting on my toilet....
Hiding in my cell.
Sitting on my toilet...
Lost in utter Hell.

Just to let everyone know, I am not actually going to the bathroom. I just go in there to get some privacy.........I call it "my office." I wrote this in there while hiding tonight.

You and Me

You are....
Suffocating,
Complicating,
Frustrating,
Irritating,
Dominating,
Defecating,
Fumigating,
Humiliating,
Me.

I am........
Lying,
Trying,
Sighing,
Crying,
Dying,
Defying,
Desiring,
You.

Rapid Cycling

Rapid cycling in my brain,
high and low, leaving me drained,
golden lava flowing through my veins,
death upon my door, get the fuck away.

Thoughts on Moving

one day i will have my way,
i will find a place that i want to stay,
i will stop going on the move,
i will finally get into the groove,
it sucks to always be on the go,
finding yourself in places you dont
want to know,
this is a promise that i vow,
i just wish it would happen now,
i find myself in the oddest places,
always seeing so many new faces,
it is sad to live this way,
not having a permanent place to stay,
i always have the motion to flee, but
maybe the person i am running from is me.

What does 11:11 mean to you??
Well, I have got a story thats true......
11:11 follows me where ever I go.
Why this happens I do not know???
At first it used to really creep me out.
Now it brings me comfort without any doubt!
I look at the clock every time it comes my way.
It happens night after night and day after day.
11:11 means something to me........
It is around everywhere I see.
It's to remind me of something this I know,
Sometimes it even tells me where to go.
It's a reflection of what is yet to come,
Other times it's to tell me what needs to be done.
11:11 follows me where ever I go.
Why this happens I do not know???
So for now every time I see it I make a wish,
I close my eyes and add to my wish list.
I picture in my mind exactly what I want.
11:11 on another day, here to haunt.

My Ode To Weed

Here I SIT,

Waiting to get STARTED,

Took a HIT,

and stayed RETARDED!!!!!!

New Blog and Other Blogs

Starr is my name and writing is my game...........I have started another blog people, yes, you can keep your excitement to a bare minimum, I know. Now there are three exciting places for all to read different points of my creativity. Lucky you!!!! So, let's see, we have here, http://PeopleSukPeriod.blogspot.com. Then we have http://CelebrityPoem.blogspot.com. And now my latest blog that I am using to display an idea that I had about six years ago. I started writing these childrens' stories based on a character I call "Smelly The Rat." I have written many over the years and I would like to finally be able to allow people to read them...............my new blog site is http://iamthenextdrseuss.blogspot.com. I hope you enjoy them!!!!!!!!

I'm Feelin A Little O-R-E

Life bo-r-es me,
Boys ado-r-e me,
Weirdo's implo-r-e me,
Lucky explo-r-es me,
Kids sho-r-e me,
Stupidity lo-r-es me,
Words co-r-e me,
Destiny who-r-es me!!!!!!

Life Is Not Pretty

life is not pretty,

here in my own trap,

keeping me locked in,

ready to snap!!!

life is not pretty,

fucking full of hurt,

leaving me angry,

lower than dirt.

life is not pretty,

like low self-esteem,

full of empty promises,

full of broken dreams.

life is not pretty,

its as ugly as can be,

keeping me a liar inside,

not letting me be free.

life is not pretty,

that's what they say,

giving someone an excuse,

keeping them that way.

life is not pretty,

it will always stay strange ,

i wouldn't hold my breath,

it will never change.

life is not pretty,

this is is the excuse they all give,

giving them a reason,

for the life they have chosen to live.

life is not pretty,

it is full of hurt,

watch my tears fall,

feel my blood spurt.

life is not pretty,

i have learned on my own,

people let you down,

not caring what they've shown.

life is not pretty,

as you slowly bleed to death,

as you lay dying,

as you lose your breath.

life is not pretty,

i asked god why this way,

he said he did not know,

he said he had no say.

life is not pretty,

soul full of black,

making me feel angry,

ready to attack!!!

life is not pretty,

full of fucking hate,

looking towards the future,

cursing your own fate.

7-28-09 12:01 am

life is not pretty......