Life Is Not Pretty

life is not pretty,

here in my own trap,

keeping me locked in,

ready to snap!!!

life is not pretty,

fucking full of hurt,

leaving me angry,

lower than dirt.

life is not pretty,

like low self-esteem,

full of empty promises,

full of broken dreams.

life is not pretty,

its as ugly as can be,

keeping me a liar inside,

not letting me be free.

life is not pretty,

that's what they say,

giving someone an excuse,

keeping them that way.

life is not pretty,

it will always stay strange ,

i wouldn't hold my breath,

it will never change.

life is not pretty,

this is is the excuse they all give,

giving them a reason,

for the life they have chosen to live.

life is not pretty,

it is full of hurt,

watch my tears fall,

feel my blood spurt.

life is not pretty,

i have learned on my own,

people let you down,

not caring what they've shown.

life is not pretty,

as you slowly bleed to death,

as you lay dying,

as you lose your breath.

life is not pretty,

i asked god why this way,

he said he did not know,

he said he had no say.

life is not pretty,

soul full of black,

making me feel angry,

ready to attack!!!

life is not pretty,

full of fucking hate,

looking towards the future,

cursing your own fate.

7-28-09 12:01 am

life is not pretty......